@AbusePuppy: I mean, Shinji is extremely sympathetic when you actually get into the bits of his backstory where he's been gaslit for over a decade by an insane old man to specifically fuck his life up, and read shit from people like Shirou who note he's recently taken a turn for the extremely worse, and also look into things like Hollow Ataraxia where he's not nearly as bad because the negative influences on his life aren't as big of a thing.
In his Pixiv account, the author published part of the Eng. version... Just need to understand more the context... Plus, I wish there were more of Sakura content