Given the title and the images I'm guessing that she is a childactor/performer that got married and is remembering when she had to to do fuck parties with producers and stuff. She learned to love the thing and now that her life quited down is craving for them, as of course a normal husband can't reach the performance of 4 ugly bastards on viagra. I can imagine the last page have her thinking about making a get together party with the old guys soon or something like that.