RAW: https://e-hentai.org/s/e73194ca55/1283388-122

The next Sakujirou translation will be Kimi ni Saku Dahlia (The Dahlia Blooming on You), from the same tankoubon. We won't do it right away and it will take some time.

Also, lately I can't open exhen anymore and I've been using e-hentai instead... How do I access exhen again?

About accessing e-hentai:
Maybe try to logout, delete cookies and the cache. That helps hopefully. (I had to do that, too, some days ago)
Moderators are stubborn and refuses to help. (at least that's what a moderator wrote to me)
So, best bet is to pray that xhentai "suddenly" works again.

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Yeah, I think it happened around a few days ago after I cleaned cache...

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So he couldnt ask out the girl who died, so he ended up creating a figment that he is now dating. Pretty sad man.

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It's pretty much an annual thing for my browser to suddenly not being able to access exh out of the blue.

Like the other guy said, clear cache and cookies and relog into e-hentai forums before opening exh again. That usually solves it.

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its not that mods are stubborn and refuse to help, theres not much to begin with so it takes time and also ex is treated more like hush hush with eh being the official one

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Never particularly got the tulpa thing, essentially he deluded himself into schizophrenia on purpose because he failed to confess to his dying teenage love and never managed to get functional relationships afterwards?
This is incredibly sad.

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@RandomUser1471

Guy never managed to get over the girl's death and, more or less, made himself go insane to be with her again. She's not even a ghost, she's a hallucination.

This is good poison but fuck me, this is the most depressing doujin I've read in 2024.

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@RandomUser1471: actually with how this ends, there is three potential outcomes that sorta make sense.

1. Due to the Extreme mental strain caused by grief, regret, and immense self loathing compiling into him creating this amalgamation of his first love. Has caused him to essentially return back to his old self even if only for as long as his mind still needs that illusion to act as his psychological anchor.

2.This beach trip is him actually getting closure since it was the last thing they were planning to do together before she died, and as evidenced by the line "But in the end, if you're okay" it allows him to finally accept her death as the final panel showing them holding hands shows her fading from the wrist up where as she hadn't faded at all prior due to his delusions.

3. Mostly the same as #2 but uh..... He wasn't planning on a return trip.

All in all, I'd say #2 is the most likely followed closely by #3 then #1. But that's my takeaway from the whole thing.

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Ah, now I have read the story. Interesting stuff the whole Tulpa thing. I remember it was kinda popular on some imageboards on /x/ (mystery and stuff). So a Tulpa is kinda an "enforced hallucination" or something like that. Spending at least 30 minutes for one session (they called it "Tulpaforcing") each day, speaking to the "Tulpa" in your head. Very interesting threads. Good old times.

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@Jack Woods

I never thought of the #3, that would make the story even bleaker. From what I've understood, I think #2 is the most likely. But hey that's the fun of analyzing a story :)

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Lesson lern folks, don't procrastinating on your dying crush otherwise you'll need to cope with your hallucination.

But the art is hot though.

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@dgjdgjdgj

Reminds me of an old anime OAV where MC actually brought the sick girl to the beach and it's implied that she died there. :O

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@Jack Woods

My interpretation of the ending is, it's a reminder that "Mina" only exists in MC's head. By showing her as transparent we are reminded she's nothing more than an illusion, one he needs not to lose himself to grief.

Probably a romantic take but at the end of the day this isn't random porn, it's romance with explicit sex. Let them be happy, even if nobody else understands.

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