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大学の新歓飲み会で偶然再会した、初恋の彼女。
昔と変わらない笑顔に、胸の奥にしまっていた淡い想いが一気に蘇る。

「今度こそ、彼女とちゃんと向き合えるかもしれない」
――そんな期待を抱いたのも束の間。

彼女はサークルの先輩たちに囲まれ、逃げ場を失っていく。
戸惑いと恐怖に揺れるその姿を、僕はすぐそばで見ているのに助けられない。

声を出したいのに出せず、手を伸ばしたいのに伸ばせない。
そして、抗えない流れに飲み込まれていく彼女の姿が、
目の前で残酷に突きつけられる。

長年抱いてきた純粋な恋心は、たった一夜で壊されてしまった。
‘守りたかった初恋’は無惨に散り、残されたのはどうしようもない喪失感だけ。

──「初恋は、新歓の夜に散る」

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Only in hentai a gang rape is discovered and the punishment is being expelled from college. No 5 to 10 for aggravated rape and no getting into a sex offender's list.

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The irony is that she refused to tell the authorities about it because she worked so hard to get in the college only to end up dropping out anyways at the end because someone of the bunch leaked the videos and authorities found out and out of pity or empathy she didn't rat MC out, nobody knows about MH aftewards.

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Himeno's reasoning for enduring the gang rape was completely misplaced and wasted in the end, Kawaguchi did have a moment of clarity where he told her they should report to the authorities about her being raped by seniors at the welcoming party, they had video evidence so it would be easy to do so, but Himeno wanted to shield Kawagachi as he too ended up taking part of it, she didn't want to forsake their college life together, making his mother sad.

Pressured or not after failing to physically stop the assaulting Kawaguchi wanted to have sex with his childhood friend and Himeno ended up taking his presence on that torment as solace to endure all of that, Kawaguchi said he didn't mind losing it all for Himeno's sake but she kept putting her feet down claiming that as long Kawaguchi was there too she would never lose to those terrible seniors, Himeno managed to convince Kawaguchi to give up on reporting.

Kawaguchi went along the rape party for as much as he could, Himeno took his presence there as means to relieve herself of pain, to a point she was actually starting feel genuine pleasure from all that, but Kawaguchi at his wits end had an erectile dysfunction, he tried to force himself to get hard but no avail, he gets pushed aside, and once again he tries to fight back but is easily subdued, Kawaguchi can't take it anymore and runs away.

As time went on the seniors were eventually found out, they were all expelled and Himeno dropped out of college, but Kawaguchi was spared somehow, he thinks Himeno had a hand in saving him, he feels doesn't deserve to talk with Himeno again, she completely disappeared after all, from what he knows she didn't even come back to her home town, Kawaguchi doesn't know where she went...

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If Himeno apparently found a way to spare Kawaguchi, there really was no point in refusing his moment of clarity back when he tried to make her report to the authorities.

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