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[Akai Mato] Boku wa Tada Tada Tada Ushinau | I Just Just Just Lost (Girls forM Vol. 11) [English] [Tigoris Translates]

[紅唯まと] 僕はただ・ただ・ただ失う (ガールズフォーム Vol.11) [英訳]

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Posted:2016-07-25 20:46
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Language:English  TR
File Size:62.71 MiB
Length:20 pages
Favorited:839 times
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Average: 4.56

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Posted on 25 July 2016, 21:05 by:   linkj93    PM
Score +37
commission done by Tigoris
Posted on 25 July 2016, 21:46 by:   Mkilbride    PM
Score +235
Oddly heartwarming.
Posted on 25 July 2016, 22:07 by:   Biodeamon    PM
Score +152
I figured that she was just faking it... I was seriously worried that this was going to devolve in netorae
Girls for M really knows how to toy with my emotions
Posted on 25 July 2016, 22:10 by:   LordPants    PM
Score +68
Every day. I checked every day. Thank god

for Tigoris.
Posted on 25 July 2016, 22:13 by:   Hakrei    PM
Score +157
The masochist guy conquered a sadist... That is truly a feat worth mentioning...
Great story, thanks for sharing!
Last edited on 25 July 2016, 23:03.
Posted on 25 July 2016, 22:21 by:   Noreally    PM
Score +298
>Pg 19

GOOD JOB SON.
Posted on 25 July 2016, 22:36 by:   krautbernd    PM
Score +3
Well, that was surprisingly anti-climactic.

Get it? anti-climatic? Because it's orgasm denial?
Last edited on 27 July 2016, 21:15.
Posted on 25 July 2016, 22:41 by:   nabusco    PM
Score +204
Greatest love story ever told, i hope we get more sequels.
Posted on 25 July 2016, 23:13 by:   truefire    PM
Score +94
The purest love on this site by far. Not even the sweetest vanilla comes close to the level of diabetes caused by these two.
Posted on 26 July 2016, 01:44 by:   sprech4    PM
Score +93
With every Akai Mato piece that gets translated, I grow more POWERFUL
Posted on 26 July 2016, 02:56 by:   Fronzel    PM
Score +12
Not into cock 'n ball torture but track-club senpai is super-cute.
Posted on 26 July 2016, 04:42 by:   garmor    PM
Score +44
i think i have a sick mind, but this story touched my heart
Posted on 26 July 2016, 05:06 by:   vgndtt    PM
Score +56
Ahn~ Ahn~, ohhh, captain, my captain.
Posted on 26 July 2016, 06:48 by:   Xien    PM
Score +6
Yay, another entry in this series.
Posted on 26 July 2016, 12:43 by:   onlyregistere    PM
Score -63
Slogged through this because of all the "great love story" and "heart warming" comments... not worth it.
Their relationship can probably be summed up with those 3 words too.
Posted on 26 July 2016, 23:13 by:   traficantj    PM
Score +109
I know LWB has been slow in getting this chapter out (it takes a lot longer when you actually redraw), but they were working on it. I'll post when I find out whether they decide to finish this chapter, drop doing this chapter, or hold off until after the final chapter which has been translated and is awaiting editing.

Also while no group owns any artist or project, it is kind of shit to snipe the 8th chapter in a work from the group that has literally put that author's name on the map of the English hentai fan community.
Last edited on 27 July 2016, 00:02.
Posted on 27 July 2016, 02:49 by:   drmythbusters    PM
Score +34
Y'know, its sort of reached that point where I'm reading these for the heartwarming humor of it first, and the porn second.
Of course, it doesn't hurt that Akai Mato is spot on when it comes to the porn.
Posted on 28 July 2016, 08:06 by:   TigerB    PM
Score +22
There is no Vanilla. Not a little bit.
Posted on 29 July 2016, 05:55 by:   p0kry    PM
Score +69
After reading through this story to date, for some reason it got me thinking a bit about the circumstances of the relationship these two have, and what I might think of such a relationship if it existed between real people. I'm a bit bemused to find that one of my primary takeaways is that I would have a certain measure of pity for someone in the girl's position. (Not that I wouldn't also have sympathy and pity aplenty for someone in the boys position, but it would be for rather different reasons)

As one comment in another chapter's comment section mentioned, their relationship is very different from (my very rudimentary understanding of) normal (or rather accepted/standardized) dom/sub S&M relationships, which are/can be very structured and expect to follow certain etiquette.
S&M play tends to take place in the context of assumed personas, acting out play, and I've heard it said more than once that in many ways the sub "is the one in control" of the play dynamics; all play is contingent on the sub's consent.
For these two, that obviously isn't the case. Their relationship (as in "the sex-related parts of it in particular") does have actual literal rules, but it doesn't really take place in the context of any role-playing. There's no degree of separation between the boy's submission and the rest of their relationship. Which is to say that it's not really play at all.

Which on its own isn't particularly remarkable; I mean, "duh? It's not an actual S&M comic per se, this is in fact a friggin femdom hentai after all, smartass." But as the chapters have gone on, the distinction has grown more prominent to me, because it serves to highlight and contrast with a couple of things.

1. Based on all available evidence, the girl does in fact seem to care about her boy. (I mean as much as any sex-driven hentai lead cares about their partner, but anyway.) She approached him to be friends even before their sexual relationship began, at least seems to just enjoy being around him, and is her own sort of heartbroken when she thinks he's left her. (To what extent that is genuine heartbreak and not "my cute pseudo-shota fucktoy is gone etc etc" may be up to interpretation, but again this is all taking into account that, yeah, this is a femdom hentai at the end of the day.)
And,
2. Especially in the more recent chapters, she might've been getting a sexual kick out of his EMOTIONAL pain/discomfort even moreso than physical (although they get kinda difficult to distinguish pretty quickly at this point). Her hearteyes don't just go into overdrive when she gets to see him sweating, twitching, moaning and unbearably hard, but rather even moreso when he begs her not to leave him while desperately trying to turn his own desire for her on its head if it'll keep her around, when he's so hurt that he asks her to crush his body and ability to feel sexually aroused if it can't be felt with her, and when just realizing she's spared him the pain of losing her is such a relief that it brings each of them to possibly the orgasm of both their lives thus far.

Things for the boy, meanwhile, are getting worse all the time, even as he's falling deeper in love with her. Remember when he really, reaalllly wanted to fuck her? Now just continuing what has always been sexual torture for him (I don't think he's actually a natural masochist in the sense that he enjoys pain, after all) has become a relief. Even if it's a one-time kind of reaction, his expectations and feelings aren't exactly trending *upwards.*

I'm imagining a sort of person who, for one reason or another (and the girl appears to have more than one), can't (at least not without either some difficulty or just working some things out) get off unless they're hurting, like honest-to-god inflicting pain upon an innocent person they genuinely care about. Not just bondage or battery, not even just physical abuse generally, but making somebody they really do love just-about break down crying.

Maybe it's just my own peculiarities at work, but it's a bit difficult for me to even hold the idea of an actual person like that in contempt. They'd just seem so tragically, thoroughly doomed.

A bit like that other Akai Moto storyline, with the girl who actually suggests that her boyfriend should leave her, because she feels guilty over what she's already done to him and scared of what she might yet do to him, and yet is also utterly incapable of stopping herself.

E: srry bout th wall of text
Last edited on 29 July 2016, 12:50.
Posted on 25 November 2016, 08:48 by:   abittadpervert    PM
Score +11
Are we still here expecting some actual sex to happen?

Besides that tho', will we actually see the MC fucks her girlfriend? They just kissed, I mean, just to make it more official
Last edited on 25 November 2016, 09:41.
Posted on 08 December 2016, 20:23 by:   jfragrettel    PM
Score -6
Good job, great translation, hopefully you can translate other works by this artist
Posted on 21 May 2017, 20:57 by:   blue penguin    PM
Score +47
Last edited on 20 August 2017, 22:41.
Posted on 12 September 2018, 15:52 by:   ezorde    PM
Score -10
netorare tag shouldn't be here, that's what the guy believes for like 5 pages but then it's revealed it's not the case

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