Plot:A silent comic of a daughter sharing her happiest moments with her mother.
I decided to upload this comic in memory of my mother, who recently died from cancer. The whole thing has made me feel a mix of emotions: anger, denial, sadness, grieve, depression, shock, etc.
It was hard for me watching and taking care of my mother, who was kind, strong, full of life, smart and a loving mother and grandmother, slowly being sad, fragile, unable to speak clearly, confused and in pain. Sometimes, i blame myself or others for either not doing enough or sooner to save her, not realizing or checking there were signs of the cancer disguised as ordinary ailments and other things. I even prayed for a miracle to happen.
My mother's passing affected the whole family including my aunts and uncles, her siblings, her close friends and my father, who regrets not being there in her last moments and being a better husband to her.
Even though i still miss my mother, i decided to move on with my life in her memory since she wouldn't want me and the rest of the family being depress and doing nothing. By posting this comic, i hope i could bring some closure to myself but seeing some of the pages brought me sad memories and regrets that i have.
Even though my mother is gone, at least she's no longer suffering and is now in a better place and i hope to see her again one day when my time comes.
So to all of those who have loving mothers, tell them you love them cause you never know she might be gone the next day since mothers are one of a kind.