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[Otaku Beam (Ootsuka Mahiro)] Kurata Akiko no Kokuhaku 3 - Confession of Akiko kurata Epsode 3 [Digital]

[オタクビーム (大塚まひろ)] 倉田有稀子の告白 3 [DL版]

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Posted:2022-01-10 17:04
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Posted on 10 January 2022, 17:04 by:   valanyr    PM
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Posted on 10 January 2022, 17:14 by:   種豚経営    PM
Score +27
難得最後分手結局
Posted on 10 January 2022, 17:16 by:   jiedao8    PM
Score +36
感谢分享,大塚老师这一年是真高产啊 ,完成了3篇小长篇的故事。不过这故事真是有点胃疼(눈_눈)
Posted on 10 January 2022, 17:19 by:   Letmeinjoe09    PM
Score +11
Damn old man was packing.

Also a divorce ending that's kinda new
Posted on 10 January 2022, 17:23 by:   Imuyaoi    PM
Score +30
oh so they broke up and the guy is doing fine, that's something you don't a lot. And was that settlement money she handed over?
Posted on 10 January 2022, 17:23 by:   sirisxpe    PM
Score +9
三个黄毛里最期待大叔篇,我的性癖已经扭曲了
Posted on 10 January 2022, 17:28 by:   runset    PM
Score +34
>Imuyaoi
the last settlement money so they can start a new life after one year. She now live alone and working at new company. Getting more slim and changing her hairstyle. Apparently the reason why the husband doesn't want to have sex with her is because he found out 4 years ago that he is infertile and tried to hide this fact and hope that the wife will give up about having a baby.

>Letmeinjoe09
The old man is legit a good guy. He also married and already get the permission from his wife to play outside, the reason? His big dick is the reason why his wife allowed it, she cannot handle it alone.
Posted on 10 January 2022, 17:36 by:   nowittycomment    PM
Score +89
This might be my favorite NTR series. I love how realistic it is, from start to finish.

@asurast
That was their lesson from all of this. If Naoki had discussed his infertility early on, they could have solved this together. Instead, he avoided physical intimacy with Akiko for four years, which made her insecure as a woman and insecure in the marriage. If Akiko had discussed her feelings with Naoki, maybe things could've improved. Either way, an unfortunate situation, but a great series. I prefer cheating stories like this over the more base NTR stories authors usually write.
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Posted on 10 January 2022, 17:49 by:   qq1220663223    PM
Score +31
分手这才对嘛,各种男主当绿奴的本子真的腻了
Posted on 10 January 2022, 18:07 by:   GundamGN001    PM
Score +45
男主查出不孕不育,女主也是后悔了,两个人都不愿意耽误对方了
Posted on 10 January 2022, 18:10 by:   lanjutkan    PM
Score +88
>that crying face at the end
So the wife still do love her ex husband huh? Should have talked to him instead of went on cheating spree
Posted on 10 January 2022, 19:30 by:   vjbeal96    PM
Score +27
Damn this one is real. Both made mistakes. Both realise they have to move on. Even if they dont want to. I support more of this from this author.
Posted on 10 January 2022, 21:07 by:   weiling000    PM
Score +12
当一切都充满猜疑,再小的事情也会复杂。人性既美丽又丑恶,那些行走在路上的人,越是去了解,越是去投入,就越受其苦痛折磨。人的悲伤比快乐更久远,大家也只是无视罢了。
这种事情我身边见过很多,结局接受和没接受的都有,在我看来也只是欺瞒自己而活,不能放下执着。那些人的那些眼泪,到现在又变成了什么?我现在看不透,也不想去猜了。我也只是无视着,旁观着。
Posted on 10 January 2022, 23:42 by:   defan752    PM
Score +96
Translator of Chapters 1 and 2 here. I will translate this, but I am looking for a typesetter. PM me on forums if interested.
Posted on 11 January 2022, 01:05 by:   moximoore    PM
Score +22
pg 55

(◕ __◕)

I think my heart legit skipped a beat here.
Posted on 11 January 2022, 01:07 by:   Bay K.W. Arde    PM
Score +57
The perfect NTR ojisan to wrap it up.
Posted on 11 January 2022, 01:32 by:   visitorss    PM
Score +12
好聚好散,还不错
Posted on 11 January 2022, 01:41 by:   结城美柑    PM
Score +66
女主安心去做烧鸡吧
Posted on 11 January 2022, 02:29 by:   johnsmy    PM
Score +18
Thank you for the upload! @holyknight69 - yes that was her deleting his contact information. She had paid him the last of the compensation money from cheating on him so there was no reason for them to meet. he did try to ask her out, but she said she left in the middle of something. Hit me in the feels hard.
Posted on 11 January 2022, 02:58 by:   zeroorex    PM
Score +19
Finally nice to get a story where it's not your typical blissfully ignorant or cuck MC...I hope this artist releases more good stuff in the future. That page 55...it's like that was the first time he had touched her in four years and she was just happy about that.
Posted on 11 January 2022, 05:57 by:   aasp2    PM
Score +40
Wow, didn't expect it to end so simply. I know it explained the reason, I just thought if they still loved each other, there would be one more chance or something. Still a good series though.
Posted on 11 January 2022, 07:24 by:   lanjutkan    PM
Score +25
@aasp2 Wife definitely feeling very guilty about the cheating. It shows when she reject ex husband invitation at the end even if she still do love him. I doubt She will be able to settle down and make new family after this story
Posted on 11 January 2022, 07:50 by:   BZo1480    PM
Score +56
I still don't get why Naoki wouldn't let her have a job. You'd figure he'd welcome Akiko having something to distract her from bringing up having a kid if he was that gung-ho about hiding his infertility.

Gotta say it's pretty rare for such an intense cheating hentai like this to have the two mains split up as amicably as these two did. Kinda reminds me of that Kidoushi Kon story only the husband and wife didn't get back together.
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Posted on 11 January 2022, 09:49 by:   Yukipo~    PM
Score +36
Man she got away with everything at end well at least the guy wasn't royally fucked in the ass for once.
Posted on 11 January 2022, 11:07 by:   mister wolf    PM
Score +7
I'm glad he left her. Finally a realistic ending. He made sure he got compensation money from her as well for betraying him. As I said in the previous chapter she could have avoided all this by being confrontational with her husband demanding changes if he wanted the marriage to continue. An ultimatum. If he wouldn't comply then they would have just divorced, she wouldn't have become adulterous scum, and he would have been paying her settlement money since she didn't work. How much guilt can you really say she felt when he had to catch her to find all of this stuff out. There is no excuse for cheating. Only cheating scum try to justify it.
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Posted on 11 January 2022, 14:11 by:   myhaha4459    PM
Score +6
빨리 번역 좀....
Posted on 11 January 2022, 14:49 by:   aaa0983613163    PM
Score +15
有點胃痛又有點難過的劇情
Posted on 11 January 2022, 15:01 by:   Min The Egyptian    PM
Score +65
the wife should divorce the husband,when she start having affair with the first dude,
but no...she keep silent about it..
if the guy doesnt investigate the wife affair..how many affair she will have
for the people that say the husband need to be honest about infertility,
do you think it easy to being honest about it?
but i agreed the husband should let the wife go to work,at least the wife have something to do,
also not lonely at home
and forget about having a kid problem
Posted on 11 January 2022, 15:36 by:   BZo1480    PM
Score +23
@mister wolf Akiko is the one who asked for the divorce.

@Yukipo~ But she didn't get away with anything, though?
Posted on 11 January 2022, 16:04 by:   mrluxing    PM
Score +6
這個老紳士手段真高啊,輕而易舉就讓女主全身心淪陷。
Posted on 11 January 2022, 16:28 by:   Quflow    PM
Score +112
Pasting from a post by DrinksandDame
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(Part 1 and Part 2 already have English translations. Part 3 will likely have one too at some point, so this summary is simply just for those who can't wait for it.)

Picking up where we left off, Akiko(FMC) began telling the story about his 3rd partner who according to her was the one who gave her the conviction to confess everything.

She met 3rd man 5 days ago. Her previous affair with the 2nd man definitely hit her hard. On one hand, she developed some level of fear after such experience, but at the same time the pleasure from that time was something she couldn't quite take her mind off of. Ultimately, she realized that her desire to "be wanted as a woman" was just an excuse she used for herself and now she has lost that excuse. And so, partially out of desperation she began looking for a new cheating partner once more.

We are introduced to the 3rd man, a gentleman who has been playing around with other women due to his sexless relationship with his wife. Her wife apparently approves of his actions. After their introductions to each other, 3rd Man took notice of Akiko's unnatural behavior. For instance, he noticed that she chose to meet up with him, her affair partner, in the middle of the day and not to mention on a seat right outside the window. He thought that perhaps she had experienced something scary/awful lately that's why she's a little too careless. Feeling that he's someone she can tell her story with, she began opening up about her affair with 2nd man. He was very receptive and understanding of her. She eventually even began telling him her full story all the way to why she's engaging in these affairs to begin with. After listening to her, 3rd Man told her straight up that she definitely made a mistake but not necessarily about her infidelity, but more so on the fact that she didn't speak to her husband about all of this she just told him. She cries as she agrees with his words. He hopes that she will eventually be able to tell her husband everything.

Having noticed how much time has passed, 3rd Man was about to part ways with Akiko when she stopped him. Without holding back, she told him that she wanted to have sex. That's what she came here for after all. It was her first time to voice out her own desire, but Chad 3rd Man didn't laugh at her. He simply patted her head and accepted her wish.

The two arrived at a hotel and began their deed. 3rd man was packing a big one down there, the biggest Akiko has ever encountered. Turns out, his size was the reason why his wife allowed him to play around with other women. He believes that sex is a way to exchange your feelings with your partner, but his situation with his overly blessed rod pushed sexual compatibility up on top of what's of importance to him. Anyway, the two continued their thing. 3rd Man was gentle as they go all the way and Akiko was drowning in pleasure. After his first shot, he told her that even after having done it with several other women, a woman as amazing as Akiko was a first to him. The two continued their deed in the bath. Normally, she would have gone home by now before her husband arrives from work but this time, she chose to keep going. As for why, even if this is the worst path she could take, she wants for her husband to at least notice it and if that were to happen, she had planned to confess everything from there. The two did it several more times after that until it was over.

Back to the present, Husband asked if that was the last of it. Turns out that after that, they had an extra bj round while in 3rd Man's car. Husband was in rage as he grabbed Akiko by her neck. She simply smiled as tears flowed fron her eyes. Husband let go of her and apologized. Akiko told him that he has nothing to apologize for but he disagreed. He then revealed to her that 4 years ago he found out that he's infertile. He took this one hard and deemed himself a failure of a man. He intended to keep this a secret from her until she has decided to give up on having children. Basically, him not wanting for her to know about his infertility was what caused their sexless relationship. After a brief moment of silence, Akiko began crying. She told him that if only he had told her about it right from the beginning, they could've possibly worked things out together. She then expressed her own regrets for focusing only on herself which led into her hurting him with her actions. She deeply apologized from the bottom of her heart.

Epilogue:
A year has passed since then, and we see the two meeting each other again. Akiko handed him an envelope containing the rest of the consolation money she has to pay him (Idk how divorce works in Japan exactly, but I think she's paying cuz her infidelity was the cause of the divorce.) Anyway, apparently it was Akiko herself who asked for the divorce. She did that so they could start over their own lives again separately. She apologized to him once again. He then asked her if she's free after this, but Akiko declined his offer and told him that she has to go back to work after this (she's on her work uniform btw). She gave him a final goodbye, wished him the best, and walked away. Lastly, we see her happily on the phone with someone. After a few while, she went to her contacts and deleted ex-husband off of it with tears on her eyes.

fin.

Afterword:
Again. Remember kids, don't marry someone who you cant talk about your problems to. Basically, that is what gave birth to the problem that this couple faced and I think this work really showed off a realistic portrayal of it.

But of course, it's natural for some of us to find the two's responses to their respective problems nonsensical. You might ask: "why on earth would you stop having sex with your wife just cuz you're infertile?" or "why would you decide to cheat on your husband multiple times just cuz he ain't giving you the D?" We can never know exactly how their train of thoughts were there but if anything, I think it's important to never forget that everyone has different levels of how much misfortune in life one can take in mentally and emotionally. Unfortunately, these two didn't have the best communication skills with each other and that made their situation even worse.

Anyway, I find the 3rd Man to be a very interesting character. One theory of mine is that he was in a similar situation with his wife paralleling that of Akiko's. He probably suffered knowing how their sexual incompatibility could potentially ruin their marriage. What he did differently though was that he talked to his wife about it and that's how he ended up having his wife's permission to do it with other women. And that's probably why he was able to understand and empathize for Akiko.

Another theory of mine is that he was the one Akiko was talking to on the phone in the epilogue. Akiko seems to be dressed as employee for a company which could likely be the 3rd Man's company. There aren't any actual info pointing to this but considering that these two had a very intimate time together, I personally consider it a possibility. But hey, who knows.
Posted on 11 January 2022, 16:45 by:   vjbeal96    PM
Score +39
@quflow

Interesting theory about the 3rd guy however I believe she wants to start fresh and seeing him would be, in my mind, a constant reminder of her husband and what has transpired. Could be a friend of hers in the new company or a part of her job in itself. Unless he writes an after story or does a small script on twitter or something about it we'll never know. Still thanks for the summary.
Posted on 11 January 2022, 16:58 by:   otauking    PM
Score +18
就像上面评论提到的,考虑到四年的全职家庭主妇仅仅离婚后一年内就还清了所有赔偿金,那么确实有可能女主最后是在老绅士的公司就职了,并且是和他通话后下定决心删掉前夫的联系方式的。这样一想真是太过沉重的故事了。。。
Posted on 11 January 2022, 17:32 by:   hd7170042    PM
Score +20
寄吧好聚好散。。。便宜这婊子了。。。。希望男主在找个好归宿,长得帅还有能力,不怕没追求者,女主继续去烂裤裆就行
Posted on 11 January 2022, 19:31 by:   1269    PM
Score +19
Remember guys. in a relationship, communication is extremely important. Be respectful and love your other half as who they are.
Posted on 11 January 2022, 19:34 by:   necropower    PM
Score +12
the option on the phone that she is pressing isnt "add contact" and the option below it "cancel/block contact"?

I got it that in the end she just isnt his friend on the phone anymore , not that she is blocking him now or something like that...

unless that what was show is what happened exactly after the conversation, just showing that now, he isnt in her friend list...
Posted on 11 January 2022, 20:32 by:   theakantorhunter    PM
Score +31
It might be just me but heartfelt apologies, tearful farewels and the likes don't really do much when we know not that long before she was getting railed out of her mind by some fat guy, after already having banged 2 other dudes. But hey at least neither of them killed themselves or the other so I guess that's a plus.
Posted on 12 January 2022, 00:08 by:   668    PM
Score +31
This manga was really good, this bittersweet ending was 9/10. Both of them were in the wrong, the husband should have talked to her about his infertility. But god damn, the wife was a hoe, she found it easier to cheat instead of just talking with her husband? She cheated 3 TIMES!! With the 3rd time being the worst, because she talked with the old man and he helped her understand what she did wrong and how she could have fixed it, yet instead of running home and talking to her husband and begging for forgiveness, she chose to have sex with the old man all night and even blew him in his car before he dropped her off. That’s just next level, it proves she didn’t care about how her actions would hurt her husband.

I’m happy they broke up because the relationship wouldn’t have worked. She could have gotten toys, or talked to him about it, yet cheating was the 1st thing she thought of doing. If they had stayed together, she would have found any excuse to cheat on him again.
Posted on 12 January 2022, 17:14 by:   huanv    PM
Score +6
当了太久ntr乐子人,看这样的故事反而有点沉重
Posted on 13 January 2022, 05:47 by:   lishuhao    PM
Score +6
这是我有史以来冲得最难受的一次
Posted on 14 January 2022, 06:27 by:   csv2681    PM
Score +17
@Quflow

Thank you for the excellent translation, much appreciated!!
Posted on 15 January 2022, 02:10 by:   justineonetwothree    PM
Score +6
Quflow -
I totally agree with the theory concerning the phone call at the end.
Posted on 15 January 2022, 21:14 by:   102017    PM
Score +7
結局很現實,好聚好散,出軌方給賠償金。
Posted on 17 January 2022, 18:40 by:   ppllp0627    PM
Score -3
一切開頭都是男主錯啊
自己有精子不孕症,顧慮著自己面子不說
還產生一層保護牆保護自己,結果那牆不是保護自己,而是傷害女主
女主久了自然會對自己開始懷疑
最後雙方自然會走歪
一開始男主就坦白根本沒這些問題
最後還一個被害者認為女主背叛她
完全沒想過最開始原因就是自己
Posted on 17 January 2022, 23:58 by:   w912598204    PM
Score +25
法院:出轨不能当做离婚的理由
Posted on 18 January 2022, 09:36 by:   banana0079    PM
Score +6
这种本子根本用不起来啊喂!去掉h画面就是青漫啊,而且超沉重。
Posted on 19 January 2022, 20:19 by:   a8ag    PM
Score +6
可是大叔的鸡鸡好大哦( ´ρ`)
Posted on 21 January 2022, 05:47 by:   flame780    PM
Score +27
我覺得不只是面子問題
以男主的角度來看
面對想要小孩的老婆卻因為自己不孕讓老婆的希望無法實現
愧疚感跟壓力可能才是他逃避的原因
也正是他的懦弱選擇了逃避,而不是好好把話講清楚導致了後來的問題

這方面在女主身上也是一樣
女主認為被冷落後也沒有因為丈夫不自然的行為去質問對方
把自卑跟劣等感壓抑在心裡,然後選擇用出軌的方式去排解壓力
選擇了最爛最糟糕的方式發洩

這個故事的男女兩方都一樣,發生在自己身上的事情都選擇隱瞞
兩個人都不願跟對方分享自己的感受,兩個人都懦弱的逃避
有任何一方願意先開口的話,整個故事根本就可以迴避掉

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