about consistency, my motivation only stays around while aroused. and that short window was my only way to get the scenes done. Also, its p*rn bro. Just enjoy it for what it is? Promise to be better for other stories.
@Hawkx1 Not necessarily, hon. It’s like a second puberty; it hits everyone a lil different. At the time of writing, I’m 1 1/2 years with B cups and thighs/ass curvy and big enough to smother someone under. Some people don’t achieve B cups even after 4-5 years, I hit that benchmark in just under 1. Some people end up withering away “downstairs” or losing function and others don’t see much change at all besides texture changes on hair. I’m in the latter group, much to my chagrin.
Wanna know something really crazy? Trans women usually end up having periods. Hormonal cycles, with all the effects you associate with it (even abdominal cramps) just minus the uterine bleeding ‘cause obviously no uterus to do that. Hormone balance affects a *lot* of things, and I do encourage you to learn more about it. It’s more interesting that you may think at first, and it could give you insight into your own body even if you’re cis.
Regarding penis size and hormones, it doesn't change so long as you keep using it. The only time a penis shrinks is when you don't use it for long periods of time consistently (this is more or less impossible to do unless you use a chastity when on testosterone due to night time boners/morning wood) and even then it's usually not any permanent loss but can be regained by using it again over a longer period of time. The problem with trying to regain the short term loss is that you may end up developing erectile dysfunction, especially if you completely retrain your body to get horny and feel good from other stimuli (anal, nipple play, etc), but this is something that takes active effort to try to achieve. Some trans people, myself partially included, have erectile dysfunction and thus I use a wand if I want to stimulate it, otherwise I use my dildo. For me both are anal is more pleasurable and doesn't cause me to feel dysphoric but I often end up using a chastity and a wand due to anal preparing can be a real pain in the ass to prep, especially if you ever "lose the mood for anal" and then anal will just be a pain and not pleasurable at all
Also, regarding periods, it's heavily individualized and usually tied to progesterone from my understanding based on me and my friends self reports on it. I don't experience it at all but I also don't get given progesterone. Do note that this part of my comment is just speculative as it's based on my sampling bias